January 2012
1 post
thoughts atm.
i don’t get how people can be like they are.
doesn’t he understand he’s breaking my fucking heart when he does this?
how am i supposed to be happy knowing i’m not worth trying long distance? that we will come to an end, it’s already decided, when he goes on everyday telling me he loves me?
that’s not how you act when you honestly love a person.
love is...
September 2011
1 post
i don’t understand how you’re in a bad mood and it’s my fault for not ‘lightening the mood’.
don’t blame me for your man-period please, it’s unfair.
9/1/11
July 2011
1 post
okay i dont get why you can’t give me a fucking break every now and then.
if i want to do something my way, you get mad and pissy with me or make me feel bad so that i let it go the way you want it.
and if i try any harder to just do something my way, i’m told that ‘you can’t always have it your way.’
damn straight i can’t, because i’m always trying to make YOU happy.
i don’t know...
June 2011
3 posts
i don’t honestly know exactly why i do that. i think it’s because i don’t like the lack of control. things like that, sometimes my mind just starts to panic and i have to get out of the situation. but i’m fine a few minutes later. i’m sorry that it bothers you, i try not to do it.
i’ll just have to try harder.
6/18/11
i wish you would talk to me about it.
i promise i won’t be selfish this time, and i’m sorry.
so, there's this thing i do.
i often get very, very cold and my entire body trembles when i’m flustered about some things. my mind can’t decide whether to be hurt, or mad, accusing, indifferent, happy, surprised, etc. my mouth just grabs the first emotion it can, and blabs on until i get myself all twisted up in my words. i don’t know if the shaking is from my brain going haywire or if it’s because i...