omfg i am fucking crying ok. i did this shit
kittens doesn’t even sound like a word anymore but omg i was crying this is beautiful
oh my god i cannot oh mysdjgh
Oh my God.
OH MY GOD I CAN’T BREATHEEEE ;ALKDFJPASOIFNVJ
ldfjkjldfhg DAVID KITTENS
THERE WERE LEGITIMATE TEARS
I AM CHOKING
Oh. Dear. God….
oh my god kyle watch this
oh my god.
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putting this on my blog again ok
(Source: lizlemongrab)
i don’t get how people can be like they are.
doesn’t he understand he’s breaking my fucking heart when he does this?
how am i supposed to be happy knowing i’m not worth trying long distance? that we will come to an end, it’s already decided, when he goes on everyday telling me he loves me?
that’s not how you act when you honestly love a person.
love is selfish. you don’t want to give up something you love. you are not willing to, unless it is honestly what makes the other person happy.
love makes you sacrifice certain things for a time in order to grow in the end. it wills you to at least TRY any alternative that doesn’t sever loves bond, before calling it quits.
love is also selfless. it compels you to do what you can to make the other person happy. to try and understand the other persons needs, to search for a compromise. to question into their thoughts and feelings if you don’t already know them.
when you tell someone you love them, it is a promise to continue to love them in the future. it tells them that you can see yourself with them in the future.
love is not short lived. it can be pulled and twisted until it breaks, but it does not give up in circumstances of hardship.
why doesn’t he understand? why doesn’t he just ask? he’s tearing me apart. i don’t know how i can go on with him if he’s only going to break me in the end.
but i love him, so i will try.
why can’t he do the same for me?
i don’t understand how you’re in a bad mood and it’s my fault for not ‘lightening the mood’.
don’t blame me for your man-period please, it’s unfair.
9/1/11
okay i dont get why you can’t give me a fucking break every now and then.
if i want to do something my way, you get mad and pissy with me or make me feel bad so that i let it go the way you want it.
and if i try any harder to just do something my way, i’m told that ‘you can’t always have it your way.’
damn straight i can’t, because i’m always trying to make YOU happy.
i don’t know about you but when my significant other is upset, i try and y’know, make them feel better, or apologize if its my fault. when i’m upset and its your fault i pretty much get the ‘tough shit’ attitude from you because it’s supposed to teach me a lesson or something.
it doesn’t.
it piles up and it hurts.
fuck you for making me feel like crap and not giving a shit even when i say it to you straight out.
way to make me feel like you care.
7/20/11
i don’t honestly know exactly why i do that. i think it’s because i don’t like the lack of control. things like that, sometimes my mind just starts to panic and i have to get out of the situation. but i’m fine a few minutes later. i’m sorry that it bothers you, i try not to do it.
i’ll just have to try harder.
6/18/11
i wish you would talk to me about it.
i promise i won’t be selfish this time, and i’m sorry.
i often get very, very cold and my entire body trembles when i’m flustered about some things.
my mind can’t decide whether to be hurt, or mad, accusing, indifferent, happy, surprised, etc. my mouth just grabs the first emotion it can, and blabs on until i get myself all twisted up in my words.
i don’t know if the shaking is from my brain going haywire or if it’s because i somehow get so astonished that all the heat leaves my body. either way, i’m insanely uncomfortable immediately following the event but cannot remove it from my mind. i will be shaking hours later, when it’s no longer relevant.
in the future, when the topic comes up i get excited, not necessarily in a good way, and the gears in my brain start working too fast again. is this normal? because i wish it didn’t happen. it doesn’t even make sense, really.
i do it when i get in ‘fights’, i do it when i get information that i don’t know how it sits with me, and i do it when i’m angry.
my body, is insane.
6/12/11
